Left alone,again in this world. The happiness seem to sink. Something terrific has happened to me. Love has moved itself to give way to horoscopes and superstitions.Iam afraid that these horoscopes and the new practices are much stronger to kill my religion. Where is an end to this pain.Iam abandoned in mystery. I dont have an answer to many things. How can I help them, how can I help myself. The pain itself is torturing me..oh God give me a new way, give me a new life. A miracle should happen or else Iam lost for ever.