Wednesday, September 1, 2010

 Today is Sree Krishna Jayanthi. After my regular walks through the corridors of the State Capital I forced my eyes to the divinity of Geetha.I could feel the happiness rising within myself. I have my own ways with  Geetha, Vedas,Upanishaths and Vishnu Purana. Marvels of my religion, Marvels of Humanity. Bhagavath Geetha had its influence on me in many ways. A few words on its improtance:

"The Bhagavad-Gita is the essence of Hinduism and a part of Mahabharata. It teaches the non-sectarian universal spiritual philosophy on the metaphysical science of the highest Reality. Lord Krishna, the speaker of bhagavad Gita, is the Supreme Being reincarnate, who spoke in about 3,100 years BCE. The Gita gives a non-fearbased knowledge of the higher Self, and answers two universal questions: Who am I, and how I can live a happy and peaceful life in this world of dualities? It's a book of wisdom, yoga or spiritual growth that inspired Thoreau, Emerson, Einstein, Gandhi and many others. A repeated study with faith purifies our psyche and guides us to face the challenges of modern living leading to inner peace"
 20 minutes on Panchakshari, prayers to Utherikavilamma and Vilwadrinathan I moved to my office. Spend an hour in panduranga bhajana madham reciting Vishnu Sahasranaama.My day was fruitful, my day was creative. 
Yet another September First.A day that I would try to forget, a day that I would tear out from the pages of my book. I have seen so much of tears in their eyes.My children are being taken away from me. I supported them over these years for bringing them up.But those people have shown high injustice to this poor man who loved those children . I have seen the painful and undescribable tears rolling down their face.They starved once out of the hunger that broke their dreams so dearly. I helped them meet their hunger, I taught them how to learn, I gave them new dreams.What what did I get finally. They threw me away,they parted me from my dear children.

They were taken away. I still remember the day when I flew to Delhi in a Kingfisher. They tried to hide my children. But Iam such a force,no one can defeat me. My friends supported me to the best. Our vehicles flew through the crowded roads. I was much faster than my thoughts,after all they are my children. I wanted to make them happy, I wanted to make myself happy. I ran, ran faster through the crowded gallies,I was much faster than their thoughts,after all they are my children. I found them. I saw the happiness in their face, I heard their laugh. But I realize how long can I support them.

I want them to grow up,I want them to enjoy much better facilities of Life.They are my children,but at one point they should not tell that I was the only barrier in their life,in their growth.But I have grown up,grown up in my thoughts,grown up in my own deeds. Iam far far better than those self portrayed communists who speak much and act less. Social and economic equity, social order to blame..bla bla bla...self created blunders to support their own deeds. Iam far better. You people please help a person who is in need of help rather than blaming the Government , please give food and basic amneties to those deprived sections than shouting against the system.